Things have been much better. I continue keeping my eyes on God expecting that he is in control. I must say I am not disappointed. He is so much in control, thank God he is in control! His Spirit that lives within me reminds me when I think I'm going to lose it that I can do anything through Christ, Philippians 4:13, he is truly my strength and my rock.
The problem is this, I have been juggling preparing for the next year as well as working on this year...wow has it been a challenge. I have battled over the importance of the two worlds and determined nothing...lol. I am completely at a loss of which is more important. They both have their meanings for my attention but then one doesn't. Obviously the next year, but then I argue that next year is even more important its the last year before high school and we really have to be prepared. I don't know, all I know is when I go to bed and I say my prayers I am put to ease by my dear father that tomorrow is but another day to battle things out with myself. : ) Thankfully I don't have to worry about falling behind. That would be the struggle I could not ignore for any reason.
I guess to be truthful it is not even really a battle or a problem. It's the face that I just want to be more prepared for the future and its events to come. When I made the decision to homeschool it was without a plan. Merely no time to figure anything out. I was walking in completely blind and you could say I hit a few things. I don't want to be blinded by my nonpreparation. I know there will be things I am not prepared for. I guess I just don't want the easy stuff to trip me up and I am unable to handle the hard stuff.
Either way, God will give me the wisdom to handle everything. Doesn't mean I can be lazy!
See you another day. God Bless and stay happy!
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